Swarnavo's bewitching den

Pondering over several equations of life, love, and philosophy had landed me often in turmoil nights with intense weeping ,wondering and bemusing over my complicated emotions which throws sudden punches amidst midnight insomnia. Overcomplicating and simplifying things has been a constant see-saw ride that I have envisaged over thunderous ruckus happening over my mindscape. Fighting over a turbulent mind has always been a difficult journey.But clearing off the debris of the subconscious has helped immensely. During few days contemplating over superheroes,comics,art and classical music has given a new perspective to draw a certain colour over the sociological and psychological architechture that we are habituated living into. I encountered a book called-'The Physics of Superheroes' where a college Professor of physics who was fascinated by comics from a very young age took an initiative to write a book and introduce a class for this subject to first year physics college majors in...

  Presently over some of the posts I have been sailing through the dark side of the emotional sphere of human consciousness ranging from loneliness and desperation,pain yet there was a sense of raw and brutal reality imbibed into those states.I have been predominantly ranting over my procrastination habit and being a social outcast,yet over time and contemplating over these habits I am slowly trying to curb myself to jump in the abyss of extreme philosophising and rather to get everyday things done.I maintain a sort of journal everyday ..okay everyday is an exaggeration as my lazy bug is hugely responsible to not let me write often,yet I have been maintaining the journal consistently and has been writing over how I feel everyday.I have observed a very interesting pattern that if we write what happened a certain day in the journal it is perhaps extremely objective and we often miss the subjective nature of our own mood swings,emotions,joy,pain that we often feel on the same mundane ...

It has been a while I have been pondering upon the idea of Subjective and Objective reality mainly due to the chaosness that is hitting upon the different corners of my brain.Subjectivity basically is the realm of emotions,our self,our made up stories,our conclusions,our ambitions and yet other ambigious yet very personal manifestations that we hold to our ownself to identify the person that we call as the 'I'.Moreover the Objective reality is the crude,brutal,raw reality that is situated outside the sense of 'I' that includes from the people we know,to the families we dwell upon,the names we possess,the nationality we held etc.Most of the times thundering strikes when both of these are in horns with each other in our brain.The subjective reality is like the innocent,yet mischievous, dreamy child that creates its own saga ,emotions and paints the world using the crayons that he himself has accumulated from his thoughts.Moreover the Objective reality is the strict pare...